RUNNING thoughts
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deux:
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trois:
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mellong
chernyao
peinee!
mayzhee
khoyyan
jiani
amanda liu
shingyi
lynette姐姐
kellyyy :D
zhen hao
amelia
nicole
shahriman
nazar
*=)suzanne
yiling
yinying
Stephenie
Vanessa
Blitzerz
AMC band
tanying

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Saturday, October 17, 2009 8:43 AM
Im no anime junkie. Though I did pick up a Gamer's magazine that day and I found her really adoring.

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Yoko Littner from Gurren Lagann

Might be it's her wear gear and that rifle with matching red stripes. And her character in the anime is sort of quirky and hilarious.

Could study more about her when I've got time. After sejarah after biology and after bahasa. that's it.


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until then.
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Thursday, October 8, 2009 1:41 AM
Life's
Unfair !
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So often do we hear and most inevitably, encounter things unfold that we are convinced that bad things always, always happen to yourself.

Why me?? Why me? Why me?
Unconsciously, the belief that things will never go your way eventually trickles in. Why me. You wouldnt ask anymore and perhaps______it's just me.

That's no precious stone. Diamonds maybe forever but in reality, and stil very much vividly, the above ruby red is a case of a Sierra Leone. A true violence, civil war, exploitation, war crimes, under the trade of diamonds from South Africa throughout the last decade.

And the worse part after the civil war is, war criminals and thugs were granted amnesty, release from punishment for offense including murder, rape, arson, conspiracies and every sin committed throughout the blood diamond period.
And the former criminal gun carriers were free to settle back in life in the local community, much of whom have been terrified and assaulted by them previously!
Families with lost members, an innocent war victim from the community might find their killers, their rapist, their assaulter living just across the street after the war! No charge against them, no trials, no court hearings, all in the name of fear. Fear that the criminals might revoke again after the war. Life's unfair isnt it?

I doubt so though. Life is fair, whatever it is can definitely be made fair, if you fight for the cause. But is it worth fighting the cost for? Is it worth burning thousands and thousands of cash over a legal dispute? Is it worth walking out of a friendship in name of justice over whatever that had transpired?
Rule of law is equal to all, but is it worth going through the frustration?


I think that's the
ultimate question.

At hindsight, whatever 'unfair' outcome you should accept it.
At retrospect, perhaps you would just laugh it off cheekily.

It's not by the thousands, & there are certain gifts in life that bear no value.
Diamonds are forever, but friendship is for eternity, and that's priceless.

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Etch this in mind, there are rewards in life that champion all cause.




Saturday, September 26, 2009 2:04 AM
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I've found this mug after mom's whole day kitchen cleaning. My winning mug. It brought back pieces of fond child memories. And it's till sparkling new after all I think what have been at least 7 years. Splash of water and a few scrub, it's my winning prize from an art competition.


I think it was a colouring competition I entered when I was still in primary. Colouring competition organised by SilverFish Bookshop at Bangsar. It's stil there I've visited the shop for a talk just last year. Truth be told, I've got limited artistry skill. And am stil trying to perfect my stickman.

Anyway, I attended arts lesson at my cousin's art studio with other bubbly kids. We got to get down and dirty doing craft works every alternate weeks. So one lesson my cousin art teacher brought back outlines of a black and white undersea creatures. And there I was, already colouring the blues of oceans with crayons. Buncho! Shades of blue and greens. And the often broken red crayon stick.


It wasnt until after a few months did I know I was selected as one of the winners in that colouring contest. My family and art teacher drove me all the miles to the bookshop for the prize giving ceremony. And I purchased my first Spiderman 1 movie tie in Junior version novel over there. The one with the reflected Goblin on Spidey's blue eyes.


There were just a few Ikea kid size stools at the venue as a lady came up announcing the winners. My name was one of the first 3 which was called upon. The lady, supposedly MC presented my art work and the mug and a certificate, if that's right. I'd say us 3 artworks were great.


Then the lady continued her speech, announcing another 3 names. I couldnt recall what or how did the 3kids looked like but I definitely have a vivid impression on their 3paintings. It was horrendous compared to mine and the first other 2 winners. And the lady congratulated the horrendous 3 that was crowned the First Second Third! She congratulated them! So than make my work as Consolation Prize.


I know my art have never been great but those top3's work were out of shaped, they coloured the wrong lines and I think the what was supposed to be a dolphin was coloured looking like a squirrel? What in the world is a brown thing doing under sea level?

I was holding my mug, crushed my certificate? I dont know. So dejected and looking at my art teacher incredulously. It's just not fair! Come on we were just kids and you couldnt be fair to us? For god's sake, even the blind could tell that mine was so sooo much more better than the top3!


And then my teacher whisphered to me. She said,
" Hey, I forgot to tell you. The thing is, I should've told you NOT TO colour over the Official logo on the picture or you'l be disqualified. They didnt tell me that. I scold them up just so that you at least you're stil in the cocmpetiton."


There it was under the contrasting effort between what should've been a champion colouring versus ugly animals suffocacting under polluted water. The top3 left the bottom right corner blank, revelaing the organiser's Official brand logo.


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so here it is again, ta-daa! Pround to present, my champion cup!




Thursday, September 24, 2009 6:04 AM
Cant resist putting this on though
Not a classic classic
Something we all are just too familiar with, too

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Sugar Spice and Everything Nice
Perfect ingredients until there came ChemicalX and ta-daa, ultrasuper powers dedicated their lives to fight the forces of evil!




5:23 AM
Besides the scene when SnowWhite was walking through the woods and water into the 7 dwarf's den, there are classic moments we are all familiar with.

was watching Disney channel just the other day. TARZAN The scenes where his gorilla friends were making music in the camp site and the Tarzan roar after he defeated the leopard are classics! A Bug's Life too, has its moments.

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I used to design birthday cards with A Bug's Life theme. These movies were the rare chances I had to go to the movies when I was a small kid. Went TGV with parents for Mulan too! stil remember that.


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This the classic from Tarzan and Jane. It was raining, Tarzan rescued yellow dressed Jane form a guerrilla of apes. cheeky ones.
And Jane first introduced herself as 'Oh I see!' *laughs
Definitely a memorable.


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And this, you Cant get away with. Dubbed the Spiderman kiss? Owhh yea then Peter Parker betrayed that kiss with what'shername at Spiderman 3.

"I thought that was our kiss
Why are you pushing me away?"


MJ to Peter at that French restaurant
.
.
.
Classics, classics, classics
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TO INFINITY, AND BEYOND!
Bring it on ToyStory3, I've got Woody and Buzz back from my toy set already!




Wednesday, September 23, 2009 12:03 AM
" You moved on,
I moved on.

We're not friends anymore, Jenna"
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Matt to Jenna Rink from 30GoingOn30

I'd just heard a broke up story that day. It's people not I've know of. GuyX and GirlY.
Seems that not being sensible and taking for granted split them.

I remembered a phrase from Yuen Yuen's English speaking competition months ago, goes something like, the giving end will start to despise eventually. How the other end keep taking things for granted, everything'l eventually fall out of place.

Something from MalysianToday pullouts I've read before, how keeping a score card on how much I've sacrificed for you versus what you've done for me is destructive. Indisputable. But then if you've taken a step back and realized that you're always on the giving end. It might be time to reconsider your priorities.

Something that you care for a lot, something you treasure most, if not satisfying, shouldnt hurt you back, at least.


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Looking backwards, things seem all right. 13 GoingOn 30 is a touching one. Well, GuyX have done it, moved on and I think he's doing better. Until I update myself on GuyX's gossip then




Tuesday, September 22, 2009 10:32 PM
I'd just came back from Program Fizik Tambahan by Mr Pek from school. and I know nothing of Electronics. Han Yao asked is there a difference between a diode and a transistor?

The only transformer I know of is
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so that's pretty much it. 1 & a half hour stoning by my Success book. Not academically progressive at all.

At the mean time Pei Nee's nails are polished with liquid paper while someone has got an email on answers to our one last paper.

Will be having another class on Friday again. Might be going out after class.